3rd wheel? Awkward? Dumb? it's all right here. MY FIRST EMO RANT! YAY!

You ever feel like a third wheel? Even when your not going out with another couple? It's almost like not wearing underwear and you put your pants on. It's awkward. I know I feel like that a lot, when I'm with large groups of people, and I'm not talking to anyone, or if I am talking to them I feel ignorant or different. I guess that's why it's a good thing to have a Nintendo DS, it takes your mind off of that shit. Besides that I kind of feel like I'm not fitting in, I feel as though I have some sort of learning disorder that makes me retain information that's just not important, or I just interpreted it wrong. What it comes down to is this...

I FEEL STUPID!

Then it doesn't help when the people who are your 'friends' complete that sense of shitty self-esteem for thinking that it would be grand to make a fool out of you in front of everyone. Maybe that's why I feel I can't trust people...or I feel like I know what their doing, but if I confront them they'll get offended and start being a bitch. I'm not singling anyone out by the way, if you read this and think that this is partially your fault...it probably is. SO if anyone actually reads this and I don't know you, you probably haven't done anything. HOWEVER if I know you...I expect cookies and hugs as an apology <= That's me not caring about sounding like an egotistical ass at the moment. I need to rant so fucking deal with it. That's another thing it seems I'm not allowed to be stressed out, or sad, or angry, without someone else just up and trying to out do me by complaining about their problems as well. FUCKING GIVE IT A REST! the whole world doesn't need to know about your problems every time someone else tries to tell you about theirs, cause that;s all you do! When someone complains you feel it's your duty as the 'Feelings Nazi' to let them know how much more shittier your life is. They listen to your problems so stop being selfish and listen to theirs for once. Who knows, you might feel sympathetic, or you might have a good laugh at their stupidity.

I'm done now.

I got Rune Factory, it's sexy :D

shy.artist