UPDATE UPDATE!!

OH I almost forgot. I have nearly completed my Zelda collection!

I have ALL the games except:

The legend of Zelda: The Minish Cap

The legend of Zelda: Phantom hourglass

Well Phantom hourglass isn't exactly out yet, but it will be mine. It took me forever, but I finally found all the Nintendo based game, Screw those awful CD-I games cause no one even knows they exist anymore. Besides the original games are the ones that truly matter to me.

I've also decided that I WILL one day get Final Fantasy XI mainly cause I now know people who play it. I can't get it right now....well....because I can't afford 12 dollars a month to keep my subscription.

SQUEEEEEE!!!!!!!! The good and the bad,

Yeah, ignore that last post. I was having a bad day :P

Meh, I'm addicted to Rune Factory, it makes me want to be a farmer...oh I'm going to regret saying that aren't I?

I made my friend play Resident Evil 4, I think she hates me now :D She doesn't like shooter Zombie/alien games. However I made up for it, I bought her The Lord of the Rings: The third Age for her birthday last month, and I finally gave it to her. She sent me a nice long Message on facebook saying how much she loves it. That made me feel good. Giving does feel nice...if I had money I would probably give more...

I'm going to T-dot tonight! WOOT! (T-dot = Toronto, Canada <= If you weren't sure where Toronto was)

I'm gonna go visit my Grandparents YAY!


I'm also going to get hella drunk. I think I'll probably have a hangover when I get home.

Oh I saw Rush Hour 3 the other night with some good friends from school. It was fucking hilarious :D I thoroughly enjoyed it despite the bad things people told me about it. The hook?

Jackie Chan sings! GO WATCH IT NOW! BEST PART OF THE MOVIE EVER! besides the bloopers.

Well, now to the morbid part of this blog,

my baby is in the hospital...MY POOR LITTLE COMPUTER! IT'S ONLY A YEAR OLD!

yeah my computer kind of killed itself, I'm still not sure what's wrong with it, but it's been taken to my IT guy to get fixed, hopefully he'll be able to fix it without destroying my hard drive. I'm prepared for anything though, thank god for my External hard drive I pretty much saved my entire computer hard drive in that little contraption, and boy am I glad I did. There are still some things I wouldn't like to lose on my comps hard drive though...but

*Sigh* C'est la vie...

shy.artist

3rd wheel? Awkward? Dumb? it's all right here. MY FIRST EMO RANT! YAY!

You ever feel like a third wheel? Even when your not going out with another couple? It's almost like not wearing underwear and you put your pants on. It's awkward. I know I feel like that a lot, when I'm with large groups of people, and I'm not talking to anyone, or if I am talking to them I feel ignorant or different. I guess that's why it's a good thing to have a Nintendo DS, it takes your mind off of that shit. Besides that I kind of feel like I'm not fitting in, I feel as though I have some sort of learning disorder that makes me retain information that's just not important, or I just interpreted it wrong. What it comes down to is this...

I FEEL STUPID!

Then it doesn't help when the people who are your 'friends' complete that sense of shitty self-esteem for thinking that it would be grand to make a fool out of you in front of everyone. Maybe that's why I feel I can't trust people...or I feel like I know what their doing, but if I confront them they'll get offended and start being a bitch. I'm not singling anyone out by the way, if you read this and think that this is partially your fault...it probably is. SO if anyone actually reads this and I don't know you, you probably haven't done anything. HOWEVER if I know you...I expect cookies and hugs as an apology <= That's me not caring about sounding like an egotistical ass at the moment. I need to rant so fucking deal with it. That's another thing it seems I'm not allowed to be stressed out, or sad, or angry, without someone else just up and trying to out do me by complaining about their problems as well. FUCKING GIVE IT A REST! the whole world doesn't need to know about your problems every time someone else tries to tell you about theirs, cause that;s all you do! When someone complains you feel it's your duty as the 'Feelings Nazi' to let them know how much more shittier your life is. They listen to your problems so stop being selfish and listen to theirs for once. Who knows, you might feel sympathetic, or you might have a good laugh at their stupidity.

I'm done now.

I got Rune Factory, it's sexy :D

shy.artist